Saturday, November 15, 2008

Another random post...

Had a pretty weird dream earlier. Seriously weird. Somehow, i remember it quite well, so i shall blog it down in case it really came true. =x.

It is not very clear but somehow, someone organised some wedding for me? And I do not know who is the groom and only relatives were there? And somehow i also got upset and angry because my friends wasn't there. Maybe because i think that how can my friends absence themselve on my wedding! Haha. It is really crappy isn't it.
Something like that. Many uncertainty. But really quite a weird and bullshit dream. Haha.

oK. End of the dream post.

Anyway, yesterday, I cook a pot of stew which ended up tasting like japanese curry. Oh well, it was nice when i cook it in the morning and not ncie as i burn the pot as i heat up in the evening. But still not bad. Haha.

Still on financial yesterday with me starting to hate stocks and annuities. Hope i see the light beyond the horizon soon.

Talking about cooking, i kept oning the wrong stove, not once but many times already. So blur and dumb of me. Now is 0830, the sun just rise but the moon is still there shining right in front of me beyond the mountains. Yesterday was really a foggy day, it was foggy the whole afternoon that i do wish to sleep and lazing around and not doing anything. Hating exams. Well, it is the norm rather, every sem i am complaining about exams. Well, who doesn't?

Have to start mugging soon after i prepare my brunch? which may take 1hr? Haha. Is that very long??? Life would have been fantastic here if not for all the human relationships complexity problems here where one would try to guess what the other is thinking about themselves. The guessing is so tiring. I hate it. And i am stuck in it. But i shall not think about it and care about it anymore. It makes one miserable only. With respect to the previous post, i shall just live the way i want, even becoming someone "invisible" here. I shall still do so. Stupid but true. I do not want to live for others, and making others happy already. It is so tiring and when doing so, people stuill doubt you, do not trust you then it is seriously POINTLESS. VERY POINTLESS. Freaking tired of the "politics."

Knowing is enough. I do not want to get involve.


signing off... audrey at 3:19 PM